today is a good day eh? hehe hmm so much to talk abt. i've learnt greatly from one of my very knowlegeable staff sergeant in army.

hmm but first i gonna talk abt one of the sgt. hmm i remembered several weeks ago, got a lesson by the sgt. he was v dedicated n teached v well, but as u know lessons can get boring, so its inevitable to get bored out. some students actually walked out on the pretext to go toilet, but they in fact went to idle ard to buy some snacks and eat. the sgt, upon waiting for sometime got suspicious. also coupled with the much talking noises from the students he flared. he falled us all in the parade square and then knocked us down. he chided us off for being ill-disciplined. (common in army la) and scolded us for awhile b4 recovering us and letting us off. those few that ran off, their bags were locked out of the room, cos when us falled in, we carried our bags and run, those who were outside were unaware, so their bag got locked in the classroom. hehe a little funny la.

anyw, ytd another sgt was talking den i overheard, he say he teaching unit ppl halfway(conducting lecture) den when the first part end, he said smth lyk "i've finished this" the unit ppl den stood up and say "thanks, thats all we need" den they walked off. the sgt was unhappy but he din flare, he jus say "ok thanks for coming" and allowed them to leave. main point is the start of the lesson had ard 20ppl, halfway thru left 10, at the end only 7 or 8. haha wth.



in any case, i actually feel my sgts the instructors were v kind n helpful, its rly commendable cos whatever queries we have, they'd try to address it for us. they are lyk our teachers, v kind n helpful. always we make them angry cos we ill-discipline, yet after getting angry everytime, they'd come back to help us again. yep. RESPECT!



on a lighter note, last wkend i went cycling at ECP! hehe so fun, but i got a little sunburnt.

i think its stupid for people to pretend that they know everything, when they are just seeing things from one point of view. i mean, different people can see things in different ways. so whats wrong with seeing things in a different way? if you see things in THAT particular way, then its your problem. and so if you think money is so important, its your problem. im sure not everyone would think that way. and so what if you earn more than your spouse in future? if you mind, then just don't get with someone who earns lesser than you. im sure there are MANY people out there who don't mind. (shucks. im getting annoyed again) i'm living in a beautiful bubble? no. i don't think so. i think the problem is with what you're seeing. you're seeing the ugliest side of the world. you're showing the greedy side of mankind. im sorry that im not as money minded. i don't think money is the most important thing in the world. neither is it SO VERY important in a relationship. but i cant say its not important. cause it IS important. its just the extent. as long as i get enough money to feed myself and make myself happy and satisfied everyday, thats sufficient. why in the world would i need to much money for?? i rather be poor and wake up happy, and thankful for all i have, than be rich and lonely. so if money is so important, then just go earn it all for all i care. you can take all the money you earned with you when you die. just bury it together with you. think you will feel happier that way, since thats what you have been working for for your whole life right? maybe you can grow old with your money. be a rich old maid with your money. and and and.. if you dun like guys who give in to you, especially when you quarrel, thinking that they are hum, then go find a manly one who don't give in to you. its not as if i have anything against this perception. everyone can have their own set of thinkings. but please don't try to define others with your thinkings. i respect what you think. but do you really have to criticize me and my wishful thinkings(what the amount of money each partner has is not crucial in a relationship)? just go on thinking what you wish. just don't try and define me with your thinking. its just plain annoying. makes me feel like you're someone who don't know anything, but yet pretends that you know it all. oh. i hope you live up to your expectations and have a darn fucking bright future, since you are so confident of it. just leave all other faculties out of it. but but but.. next time, i shall just shut up. why should i get angry over such things? i just feel irritated with myself that i couldn't bring my point across. but what could i have done? i didn't really even have a chance to talk. heck. i live in my beautiful bubble. but so what? i know im not the only one living there. there are many many pple who would be living in such a beautiful bubble as well. people who think the same way as i do. as she defines.

12:50 PM

whoa, its a friday, today booked out ard 7plus. hmm today was ok, but now i'm feeling ultra lazy and sian..

feels lyk so much work to do! we're actually learning computer networking. it pile up until i dun feel lyk doing. the modules we have to learn, actually allocated up to 50 mins per module (actually is 1-1.5hours to fnish studying)so far 11 module for first part passed. and i basically learnt almost nth, gotta study it someday. and for part 2, this is 2nd wk and heard we're supposed to complete module 5? wth we only have wkends and its scheduled 3/4 hours a wkend, and we're supposed to have completed (11+5=16) 16 modules, that so freaking much. wth, its eating into my wkend. so i'm not gg to compromise my wkend for this kinda stuff.

anyways for tonight, i must do my journal plus module 1-3 or 4 mayb. so freaking sian..

12:09 AM